wow. its been quite awhile since i have written ... oh Xanga.

basically just putting off writing my take-home final. stupid Istvan! 2 5 page papers due on Wednesday (and he gave us the prompts on Saturday). Oh well, he is actually a sweet professor, just expects too much (i think).

I'll be home Thursday :) :) 

Then I'm off to Switzerland on January 4th!! (luckily I will still be able to see the ND game. but I will miss the national championship ...)

Alright, well (no joke) I have been working on this paper since about noon and I only have three pages ... I suck at writing papers!! I cannot wait for this to be over with -- I'm going to try and take classes where I will not have to write so much, I'm an Econ major for goodness sake!

I am not going to lie, Laguna Beach is pretty much sucking this season. I am so pissed that Jessica is the only one who cannot tell that her boyfriend is cheating on her ...

I went to the Pine Club for the first time tonight. FAB-U-LOUS!!! Had a filet mignon and it was seriously the best cut of meat I have ever had. Then I went to Sarah's and said goodbye to her, Jami and her boobs haha. oh Jami, good luck on Wednesday. Tomorrow is the Masters. I am excited, except I am disappointed that Roddick will not be playing since he played this afternoon. Maybe he will be in the stands and I can meet him there, then he can fall in love with me ... haha MAYBE!

Spent Sunday down at UK (yeah, it is south of us therefore it is DOWN there, not UP there ... idiot Bryan!! haha). The ride there was a blast especially eating all those cookies yumm! Then we spent the day with the one and only Nicola. I think I pretty much UK's campus pretty well (at least near University and Cooper Street). We did an unreal number of U-turns! We ate at this Irish Pub. Quite an experience ... but they had the best burgers. The ride home was fun also even though I fell asleep for about half of it. haha, but it was sweet when I would randomly wake up, begin singing a song, and then fall back asleep. But the funniest part was when we were stopped in the Transylvania Library parking lot ... all I can say is something funny happened and then Chelsea drooled on herself, then we all laughed for a solid five minutes. Good times!

i cant wait to u see again either! not going to lie, donnie was not that scary and I did not pay enough attention to bonndock to understand it.

bryan I am really excited for this cd ... it is going to be the bomb-diggity! haha

Today I spent way too much of my mom's money at the mall. However, I did purchase CoreSecrects ... and I am excited to start it. Leave in 5 days ... Today, my mom said, "the shit has hit the fan." I thought it was funny.

So yesterday was a breathe of fresh air after that night. (told you I would get over it!!)  I went to Sports Acel and finally made 18 mph and I got the number one time on the reactor (beat my other time by almost a second). Then Candida and I went to Subway ... I had not been there since school and then of course had to stop by Dairy Queen! Had a good session with Janet and Colleen. Then went to the Switchfoot concert. Yeah, not bad, but I understand why it was not sold out. But at least I got a t-shirt! haha. No, it was good, just a bit short. Plus got to spend some time with two cool kids. Then went to ice cream and on the way home saw some shady characters walking down the side of the road! So of course we stopped to talk to them! But seriously, what were you kids doing? 

I finally put my cleats on today after about 2 months. It felt good ... haha, kind of hard to explain. But I got some touches on the ball which was nice. It really makes me excited to start playing again. Although, all my friends who have left already are getting killed apparently!! 3 to 4-a-days. INSANE! Exactly why I chose not to go to a D-I school. Might go see Nicola this weekend. That would be sweet!! Last weekend before I leave! One week from today and then soccer starts one week from tomorrow. Talk to me in a week to see if I am still this excited ... haha.

Tonight going to dinner with the Honduras group. And Jimmy is going to be there!!! He is soo cool. He says the funniest things, I miss him and all those people from down there. Then going to watch Cleen sing and dance in some play for the Muse Machine. I just hope my mom gets home soon so that we can go shopping ... and it better be a worthwhile trip or else I am going to be upset. I hate going to the malls and finding about one thing. Because that is just a waste of time, esp. when you don't like the mall and crowds of people. okay, this is entry needs to end ... way too long!

So basically these last few nights, I have felt like crap. I don't know if it is because I have been eating too much, or what, but my stomach is very upset with me! haha

I have eaten out so much lately, I just want to stay home and eat dinner with my mom. I have not talked to my mom (other than the normal hellos) in awhile. I have been so busy lately, I feel like such a bad daughter because I have been putting my friends first. I think I am going to cook her dinner and sit her down and be like ... Lets talk. I know that me going to college is going to be EXTREMELY difficult for her since I am the last one and I am not going to be 20 min away like my brother. I am not allowed to talk about leaving in front of her anymore because it just upsets her. Oh well ...

So basically I am just feeling a little down, but whatever, I will get over it. And no, Bryan, it has nothing to do with you. I am sure that tomorrow will help! Switchfoot concert ... I have basically been looking forward to this since June so it better be damn good!

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worst night of summer? yeah, tonight might be that. I cannot wait to get away from here ... I cannot wait for college. Never thought I would ever say that, but that is how I feel right now. I am sure I will be fine in the morning and that I'll look back and regret the things I said tonight, but right now ... I don't.